I'm not here today to give a detailed and thorough summary of my life. (Even though I know you were kinda expecting one)

I'm here to declare that I've lost all interest (okay... maybe not all) in blogging a.k.a putting my life into black-and-white for the rest of the world to criticise and mock.

Technically speaking, my life's too messed up and boring to be contained within week-after-week of journal entries so maybe blogging will return after months of rest but at the moment, I think I'll pass.

No thank you and good riddance (for months), BLOGGER (:

p.e.a.c.e.o.u.t.

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GUESS WHATTT>>>>>

Mum went clubbing and discovered this pub near hardrockcafe that allows underage entry. She made friends with the owner of that club and noticed many caucasian teens hanging around.

Best part?

SHE'S GONNA TAKE ME THERE(:

But not anytime soon cause I needa prep for Os.
It'll be after Os I guess.
Cheese anyway!
:D

HAHA I've always wanted to try,
LYCHEE MARTINI
TEQUILA
SEX ON THE BEACH
GIN TONIC (but mum says this has damn little alcohol content which sucks)

I don't want farewell to arrive.
I'll definitely cry.

A life without my juniors isn't a life worthy anymore --

I guess no amount of words can tell you how much I really love you guys (:

All I wanna say is, don't ever give up on you cause I haven't and never will (:

The rest is in my scroll-like letter to you okay!

LOVE always,
your senior that was never really a senior.

F*ckit. I don't even know what I'm doing here. I should be studying for chineseprelims. But I haven't updated for sucha long time and it just doesn't feel right anymore.

Nothing feels right anymore.

I don't know where I'm going or what I'm doing. All I know is that I've got to keep moving so I won't slow down, hit a wall of reality and collapse.

I think it's worrying that I don't know who I am anymore. It's like, I don't know me anymore.
That sucks, doesn't it?

I've been trying to breathe. I've always tried to catch my breath.
I just can't, you know?
It kills me trying to breathe.
What an oxymoron ;

I just want to hold your hand.

I don't like change.
I guess no one really does.
But it's what keeps the world revolving the way it is now and I guess it's brought enough good for us to let it stay.
Not that we exactly have a choice.

I guess, change is something we know exists, we know we undergo but we just can't identify it.
Others see it more than we feel it.

Chatted with TASHI the entire thursday night - from like 11pm to 1pm! To be more exact, we chatted for 02:05:47 hours(: I checked it with my phone.

We set up the DAFC - it's the davey archie fan club. Oh, and it's only made exclusive to me and tashi (meaning we're not having members: giveupalreadyeuniceTHE!)

We planned a gathering on 9th march - her birthday celebration with her closest friends!
We discussed ways to further furnish our club - it's gonna take alot of time and dedication.

Some of the things I thought I should highlight:
1. We're always acting like nerds - there was the incident at amkhub which I won't talk about.
2. Tashi a.k.a Nerd 1 a.k.a DAVP has a tendency to say "WHOO!' on the phone in between sentences when chatting way past 12midnight.
3. Tashi is now also officially known as nincompoop - a foolish person.
4. Tashi thinks I have a tendency to use shit as an analogy all the time - which is so not true.

Moral of the story: I miss the 2C gang so much I can't hold back my tears. The best things in life are the things you've lost and can't bring back.